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Oh, why'd ya have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you,
Must you make me laugh so much?
It's bad enough we get along so well..
Say goodnight and go.

This song keeps playing on repeat. it's actually been in my ipod for ages since it's on one of the OC soundtracks, but i'd never actually listened to it till Ru asked me to one night in bangkok, the night we played that soundtrack on loop and had a htht till 5am. i love hthts. i miss hthts!

and i miss the bkk gang. haha retarded dylan just msged: "hello sexys from mutu land. thurs free for shisha?" and i msged back: i have guzheng and i dont shisha (: [freak i sound like such a loser wtv haha] and his reply was "haha okay yeah we know just invite you mah since you also skank! haha" to which i laughed out loud in the train wth.

on the other hand, i think i am not made for waking up early and having 3 meals a day. i did that today, and now i feel like a pregnant cow. can't believe i have to do it for 3 more days. but there's light moolah at the end of the tunnel, and at least i have carmen doing it with me!

okay lazy alr oops byee

the most insanely perversely beautiful poem, because i finally managed to get through lolita:


Wanted, wanted: Dolores Haze.
Hair: brown, lips: scarlet,
Age: five thousand three hundred days,
Profession: none, or starlet.

Where are you hiding, Dolores Haze?
Why are you hiding, darling?
(I talk in a daze, I walk in a maze,
I cannot get out, said the starling).

Where are you riding, Dolores Haze,
What make is your magic carpet?
Is a cream cougar the present craze,
And where are you parked, my car pet?

Oh Dolores, that jukebox hurts!
But are you still dancing, darlin'?
Both in worn Levis, both in torn T-shirts,
And I in my corner, snarlin'.

Happy, happy is gnarled McFate,
Touring the states with his childwife,
Plowing his molly in every state
Among the protected wildlife.

Oh Dolly! My folly. Her eyes were vair
And never closed when I kissed her.
Know and old perfume called Soleil Vert?
Are you from Paris, Mister?

L'autre soir un aire froid d'opéra m'alita
Son félé: bien fol est qui s'i fie
Il neige, le décor s'écroule Lolita,
Lolita, qu'ai j'ai fait de ta vie?

Dying, dying, Lolita Haze,
Of hate and remorse I am dying,
And again my hairy fist I raise
And again I hear you crying.

Officer, Officer there they go,
In the rain where the lighted store is!
And her socks are white and I love her so!
And her name is Haze, Dolores.

Officer, Officer, there they are!
Dolores Haze and her lover!
Whip out your gun and follow that car,
Now tumble out and take cover.

Wanted, wanted: Dolores Haze.
Her dream gray gaze never flinches.
Ninety pounds is all she weighs,
With a height of sixty inches.

My car is limping, Dolores Haze,
And the last long lap is the hardest.
And I shall be dumped where the weed decays,
And the rest is rust and stardust.

HELLO I'M BACK FROM BKK.

it was gooooddd. shopping everyday and feasting every night (:

but now that i'm back i'm too tired to do anything. haha it feels quite crappy that we no longer live in a shopaholic's world and it's back to the real world of earning our money to spend all over again.

cheeep cheeeeep, wholesale piesssss.

bangkok was awesome. the food the shopping the company. haha i think after every trip it's impossible not to miss the ppl cos i mean, sharing a room with 7 other ppl the last week with ONE TOILET haha omg how did we survive. but yeah living with each other for so long, i miss it already haha. we need to meetup for our scones and buffet soon (:

but right now i'm feeling kinda sick. but thankfully we all got through the temperature checkpoints and aren't quarantined or anything. I HOPE WE DIDNT GET SWINE HEH.

and there's no nice shows to watch too ): the queen just doesn't appeal to me as it did to the rest of 2a2b haha.

maybe i should start watching grey's again. i need meredith to speak to me.

okay today officially marks the day i come out of my shell :D

oops i've been a total recluse the whole of last week (okay not total, but pretty much by my standards) because i've been very guai-ly home by 8 almost everyday haha because of this thing called the FRENCH OPEN AKA ROLAND GARROS :D

haha and due to the lack of cable tv, my very hip family and me have been hanging out at this bar all week to watch tennis! haha they must think we're a) either a very bonded family woohoo or b) a bunch of utter losers with nothing better to do. i'd like to hope it's a). haha anyway it's been fun, no less, with all the tennis! it even inspired me to pick up my racquet and get my butt moving for the first time this year (: which resulted in three days of tennis, one with daddy, one with jiaks and one with the family!

awesome times (: but tennis is really addictive. i can't believe i sat through 7 hours of it on friday. half of it with jiaks where we were laughing at gonzalez's unglamness all the time (like the flowerpots and the butt and the dejected looks) and the other half with my family at my aunt's house. cursing stupid federer for playing so lousily and trying to defend myself that del potro was quite good looking against 4 other stupid guys who said he looked like a monkey. but all in good time (: but bad for my body! in that 7 hours, i consumed dinner, ice cream, soya bean, chocolates, milo peng, chips, sweets and mango pudding. and that's what i can remember. probably not all of what i ate.

so yes, now life will feel a bit empty for a while, with no tennis each night to look forward to (and the food at the bar of course hehe) but anyway it's probably time to come out of my shell. but i guess it's just how everyone misses a routine (:

haha everyone's been saying how mia i've been, and angel thought i was pmsing but HELLO IN CASE YOU WERE WONDERING, i was just a tennis fanatic (: and i'm back in action this week!

lots of things to look forward to(: dinner opposite, meeting the LOVE OF MY LIFE (HELLO BATIK PLEASE??), 2a2b sleepover and of course, BANGKOK (:

about time to get away from all the drama once again haha today was, as my colleagues commented, kinda like real life gossip girl. i think i just need to escape from reality sometimes.

hm i've been meaning to blog for some days now but i keep putting it off cos i haven't really had the time.

i thought these few days would be boring and i would spend them languishing at home, but i was wrong and it turned out to be one of those series of days which makes me damn happy just thinking about it.

on friday i met my sworn sister (: okay this sounds remotely (okay fine, VERY) Oo and like it belongs in a period drama but its no joke haha we even took an oath many years back gosh(: it was damn awesome laughing at our primary school snailmail letters, at how trivial our dilemmas and problems were, and yet at the same time marvel in amazement at how miraculous our friendship is. most of the time was spent reminiscing and bent double in laughter, at our weekly "aunt agony-isque" columns, stories or comic strips, and our "little book of secrets" because we vowed to share everything with each other. and all this came out of us competing to be the emcee of the school video. then the rest of the time was spent at novena's starbucks catching up and having heart to heart talks HAHA. on the off-chance that you'll see this, I LOVE YOU SIS(:

on saturday was stl which was pretty much the same, having gotten used to this saturday routine. except this time we only had one sub and the weather was freaking hot and i havent played in prolly a month or sth? haha so after that we went to have milo-peng to reward ourselves before angel and i went to some place at toapayoh to bathe and went trekking randomly around singapore. okay kidding we just ate around toapayoh, and raffles city and went to the esplanade to catch one of the arts fest events then found someplace to camp at to eat our chips. but then the weather was too gross and humid so we made our way back to the esplanade. and i swear when we felt the gush of cool air in our faces, we both said at the same time "woah this is heavenly" and subsequently yelled JINX! hahaha

since all the sofas were taken up we sat ourselves in some random hidden corner and talked about a gazillion things once again, whether it was reminiscing about the part, worrying ourselves silly about the future, or laughing at childhood memories (which angel is devoid of cos she doesnt know a lot of singapore stuff having lived half her life in indo, like HUANZHU GE GE HAHAHA). but it was goood (: after having such talks with ppl i always feel very happy (:

okay and sunday was a complete waste of time spent at blacks fun touch cos we got conned to go but we werent even needed. spent most of the time with angel and pris so at least the company was good. and we snuck off to macs as soon as we could heh :D and at night there was CAMP ROCK on channel 5 which was awesome because such movies ALWAYS never fail to make me happy :D

then today i had to drag myself out of bed at noon (to the church bells' chime haha) to meet augie since he was out and being out on a non-weekend for prolly the first time ever, he had nothing to do (except to cook dinner for his family HAHA) okay so we went to check out illuma which was nothing great and then went eating around bugis. looks like i just spend my days drifting around eating and eating and eating. and then i went home then to work and now im exhausted as hell.

okay the above was just for the record, the reasons for which actually compelled me to blog are probably below and random.

- i finally finished boys before flowers and it's mainly the reason which has immobilized me at night and prevented me from doing anything the last few days. it's pretty awesome, and the boys are so handsome. i want a jun pyo, a YI JUNG <3, or a ji hoo ): haha and when i watched it there were such deja vu feelings during certain scenes i couldnt rmb if they were in the tw version, the jap version, or if it's just a figment of my imagination HAHA. and then when i saw the hospital girl play the harp i wanted to learn it too haha but nvm guzheng will suffice for now HAHAHA

- and then there was "EXPLORERS OF THE HUMAN BODY" with lina at sleepover. okay it sounds like its some porno thing but it's not haha. it's some variety show with super junior and it explores cool myths of the human body its very amusing haha i think i can now spout random facts about our bodies and give you handy tips on how to improve for napfa HAHA

- frivolity aside, i was blog surfing the other day, being voyeuristic, and something kind of struck me. it's weird how you read about stuff you were once part of, and realise that everything seems to have moved on without you. sometimes i find the imperative to point out stuff, or to want to know stuff. it feels so weird being out of touch with something you were once so familiar with. and haha i dont know why it just suddenly struck me. but i guess that's just the way of life. happens in many other areas too, where the only option seems to let go because there's no point in holding on/ wanting to do so. batch after batch, the new ones replace the old and the old are forgotten. so i guess the best way eventually is to wash your hands of it totally and move on with life because you're too outdated alr haha. i think princess and probably bob might understand this feeling.

- and then there are a host of other random, strange, or :/ things but i think i'll go write them in my diary now byeee. its time for me to finish up all that ive put on hold for the last few days anyway.

haha i keep telling myself i ought to stay at home one day and do some things like, PACK MY ROOM, compile certain playlists, write some letters and post them off but everytime i have any free time at home i just slack. damns.